The Calm Before The Storm.

Standing next to you, just friends.
Calm before a storm. But what if I pursue you?
And to what ends?
Hurt before, now starved of touch.
I want you, No, I need you.
You're so close to me, I can feel you
Trying to stay true
I promised myself I wouldn't do this again!
So close to being free of this
So close to maybe being without you
But what harm would one kiss?
Screw it. It was odd, almost not being dependent
Character flaws. Something I've always known
I need someone with me.
Someone who hears the notes of my heart, slow and baritone.
I could just ask you, right now.
And then maybe we would have hurricane crazy on our hands.
Is this storm something I can stay into the eye of?
Turn away from the destruction this will cause? Meet my own demands?
How hopeless. Truly hopeless.
Desperate, too. Plain. Sad. Just another face.
But we are friends, That's  a step, right?
God, what a disgrace.
I sicken myself sometimes.
Can you hold me tight as the winds blow by?
Can you stay with me forever?
Be with my on cold sleepless nights?
Through any kind of weather.
Soon, good or bad, the storm will be coming.
Maybe not love, maybe this storm is something terrible. Something...
Enjoy it while I can, The calm before the storm.